lastt dayy we can gather in thiz week!!

hahaha.. i'm so happy.. i can gather with all of my friend in CYBER.. actually, i learn somehow in my life that rule:
1. what we give that we will get..
2. we must give with " tulus!!" hehehe.. :)

karna kadang kita berpikir, saat kita mengasihi.. tanpa sadar kita menuntut that person must give same attention to us.. but, unfortunetly that was wrong!! Secara pribasi, gw blajar bgt. apa yg namana rendah hati, ga bersandar ma kekuatan sendiri, tulus.. memang sih dengan umur gw yg terbilang "small" ini.. gw yakin di umur yg ud "gede bilangan na "masi byk koq, org yg lebi "dewasa" ato "kurang dewasa".. but, come on!! UMUR BUKAN LAH SUATU UKURAN DARI KEDEWASAAN, guys!

Dan juga umur bukan lah suatu ukuran kita memandang org.. tul ga?? Bukan kah di

1 Tim 4 :12-> Jangan seorg pun menggangap engkau rendah karna kau muda, Jadilah teladan bagi org2 percaya dalam perkataan mu, dalam tingkah laku mu, dalam kasihmu, dalam kesetiaanmu dan dalam kesucianmu..

Jadi saat gw merasa ga dianggap, ga dihargai karna umur gw.. Saat gw inget gw BERHARGA! dan gw inget kembali ayat tsb.. Gw merasa dikuatkan n dihiburkan.. Seriously:)

Emang saat kita diproses, kita mungkin merasa "uncomfortoble".. tapi dari situ kita belajar byk loh!! Saat kita merasa.. WHY THAT HAPPEN TO ME?? gw belajar mengerti maksud GOd in my life.. WHy He let happen, itu pasti ad good reason na.. Jadi, gw blajar ga complain, and stop ask WHY AND WHY.. tapi gw blajar ganti WHY dengan How i can learn from this?? WHAt i must do?

hehehe.. GW seneng bgt de.. Tuhan kasi gw banyak sahabat2 yg membangun gw.. gw juga bersyukur coz Tuhan let it all happen in my life, even first it made me sad.. But, now i realize and understand HOW BEAUTIFUL HIS PLANS IN MY LIFE.. He always give me the best!! ANd i know He DESERVE THE BEST TOO FROM ME.. ILOVE U GOD.. U GIVE ME ALL THAT NEED :)