SFJTD challenge! : )

I know it is easy when the waves are crashing around us

to forget that the hands that calmed a raging storm

can bring serenity to our world no matter what we face.

As a daily reminder i keep this note taped to my desk :

Today I will be handing all your problems. Please remember I do not need your help. If a situation you cannot handle happens to appear, DO NOT attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFJTD ( Something For Jesus To Do) box. it will be addressed in MY time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, DO NOT hold on to it or attempt to remove it. Holding on or removal will delay the resolution of your problem. If it is a situation that you think you are capable of handling , please consult me in prayer to be sure that is the proper resolution. Because i do not sleep nor do I slumber, there is no need for you to lose any sleep.

Rest my child.

If you need to contact me, I am only a prayer away.

so, do you want to try the SFJTD challenge like me too?

He invites us to 'Pile our troubles on God Shoulder, He'll carry your load,

He'll help you out. - psalm 55: 22

Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, but only saps today of its strength.

personal share : )

i just wanna share my happiness to u guys..

this is my housemate in Malaysia.

i'm really happy and grateful God gave a wonderful of housemate for me.

thanks for everything ya..

for shella tanzilia..

makasi ya sayankk sudah menjadi penyemangat ku, yang memberi pelukan hangat di saat aq sangat memerlukan ku, yang selalu menjadi pendengar setia.. aq tahu kamu menyimpan banyak hal di dalam benakmu, aq ga tahu apakah aq telah menjadi teman mu yg bisa menjadi tempat mu berbagi suka dan duka. but i hope i can give u the best i can give to u..

for Amanda Woe..

ahahaha... terima kasih untuk gadis yang mempunyai determination begitu luar biasa, saya begitu salut dengan kegigihan dan kemandirian andaa sayank.. karakter mu yang ga pernah menyerah, membuat aq juga mau untuk lebih kuat menghadapi kerasnya dunia ini. lol :)

Gosh, u are so amazing manda!! thanks for your encouragement ya kemaren. i really need that. hehehe

For Mariska Adriani..

Makasi ya sahabat saya, yang selalu sabar sama saya. kaya na loe da tau gw deh sedikit banyak. ya ga sih? makasi ya ka, atas semua kebaikan yang loe uda pernah buat ke gw. setiap act of service lo sangat membuat gw bahagia. setiap pelukan, setiap waktu yang lo invest ke gw, itu sangat sangat sangat gw hargai. i wish i can be a perfect friends for u that never make u felt sad. but i can't. i'm just human. but i'm really try my best to make my special friends to smile.. hehe

at the end, i can only give my heart and care for u guys.. thats all i have.

thanks for everything guys :)

God did something amazing on me!

lately my head is struck with this song. TEN 2 five - feels like home.

btw, my ipod full with love song. i just realize that! people really love made a love song. hahaha.

dont ask me why.

the song its already been a year in my ipod, and i haven't added a new song.

i just wanna share.. what i have been through lately.

i felt my journey is like a roller coaster. up and down.

i attacked by fear and unsecure.

fear that i cant see what in front of me,

i felt like my eyes blindfold with something.. and thats make my heart felt unpeaceful.

i know God promise, that He never planned bad thing for me. everything He do for me is for good.

but that time, i felt like.. please give a mercy to know what u have been working on me..

i were worry about that.

until i watch again THE FACING THE GIANT. it open my minds and everything like clear for me.

in the part, where the boy doing the 'death crawl' with blindfold eyes.

he thought he only can do for 10 or 30. but when his eyes is blindfold.

he can't see anything, what he can do, only keep going.

when the burden make u felt so heavy, the pressure made u unhappy.

but keep going on, He want to see our very best!! dont quit.

and the scene show, that the boy can reach the finish line. it's more than he expected.

wow, rite?

that what open my eyes. thanks God :)

once upon a time in my life..

once a upon a time.

when i born, i dont know anything.

when i grew up, i become a little creature that really cute also a devil one.

when i turn up a teenage, i feel nothing.

i'm searching my identity and friends how accept me who i am.

when i'm in high school, i feel sad

because i seperated with my best friend.

but God give me another 1 for me, we laugh together, hang out and everything together.

that was a great time for me.

but, none compare when I meet God in my life personaly.

i felt change.

i felt special.

i felt i was His precious thing.

He protect me. challenges me. and love me.

how painfull my life want to bring me down. i felt my world upside down

i remember there's a hand that protect and cover me in the middle of storm.

he teaches me to believe him more and more.

he teaches me to more open and comfortable talk to Him.

He didnt want to be my God only. but He wants to be my BEST FRIEND and Father.

how i fall in love with this personal, intimation relationship with me and Him.

privately only for both of us.

feel the love, is the great feeling ever.

give the love, is the best you can do

cheers : D