woman is a color burst!

Terinspirasi dri lagu ini, saya membuat puisi pendek. saya sgt menikmati.

berharap kalian yg membaca, bisa mengerti pesan dari puisi pendek ini. :)

wanita wanita, mengapa kalian begitu luar biasa cantik?

tetapi kalian lupa akan kecantikan yang kalian punya.

mengapa kalian lupa untiuk bersinar dgn warna yang kalian punya.

wanita wanita, kalian begitu luar biasa.

mengapa kalian lupa untuk tersenyum lepas dan bahagia?

mengapa kalian lupa mengapa kalian diciptakan. untuk bersinar!

mengapa kalian menjadi redup. kemanakah sinar mu?

Firework - Katy Perry

what a beautiful song n lyric. sudah lama tidak menemukan lagu yang mempunyai lirik yang benar2 punya meaning yg bgs. Enjoy :)

lyric:

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that tehre's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

wisdom in relationship

heiii, i have new update. new knowledge. new inspiration.

its about relationship.

Tuhan ku yg luar biasa, mengajarkan banyak hal. termasuk hal relationship.

tepatnya kemarin Tuhan menguide ku..

Ternyata Tuhan mau Silvie belajar

TRUST, PATIENCE, ACCEPT THE IMPERFECTION and SELF CONTROL.

aku belajar bahwa, dalam yang namanya hubungan pacaran itu. Ga salah.

asal dua duanya fondasi nya sudah kuat. dan mreka sudah dewasa dan mengerti jelas

apa yang namanya hubungan yang berkomitmen. bukan cuma mengandalkan perasaan cinta saja.

dan tentu saja, wanita dan pria berbeda. dari fisik, perasaan, dan sudut pandang. Dan makanya, itu saya merasa saya sedang dituntun 'step - by- step' untuk mengerti hubungan yg berkomitmen yang Tuhan mau. siapa yg guide saya dlm hal ini? percaya ga percaya. Tuhan sendiri loh! amazing..

Tuhan beri saya kebijakan untuk mengerti jelas, apa yang akan diasah di dlm diri saya dlm relationship saya nanti:

1. Trust my partner to grow on his own. He needs my love, not rejection to grow.

secara ga sadar, wanita termasuk saya, kalau melihat pasangan nya tidak seperti yang kita mau, kita tergoda untuk meng'improve' mreka. jelas, maksud kita adalah sayang. tetapi bagi para pria, ternyata suatu rejection. dan dri situ lah saya belajar, to trust him to grow on his own.

2. Patience & Trust. Primary need every woman are CARING. BUT, primary need every guy are TRUST. kita ga bs mengubah pasangan kita untuk menjadi seprti yang kita mau. Let him learn on his own, what he needs to learn. And wait until he ask for your advice.

3. Accept his imperfection. let him know, he doesnt have to be perfect to deserve my love. even he did a mistake, let him know that forgiveness are there for him.

4. Not demand my partners will do same thing like i did for him. dgn kata lain, tidak menuntut.

Dan mnurut saya ini sgt bijak bagi para wanita dan pria, melakukan sesuatu dan berubah itu bukan untuk menyenangkan pasangan yang bersamanya saat ini. tetapi mreka berubah untuk kebaikan nya sendiri.

5. Not making decision for him. walau saya tau saya dominan, tetapi saya belajar penundukan diri sama Firman Tuhan, bahwa bukan saya yang mendecide apa yg dia harus lakukan ataupun memecahkan masalahnya. tetapi saya bisa membantu dia dengan opini yg dia bs jadikan consideration.

sehingga pasangan saya bisa bertumbuh dan itu lah yg Tuhan mau, bahwa pria menjadi kepala dan wanita menjadi penolong.

Thx God for the 'wisdom' , knowledge and direction. So i know what to do.

thx for showing me your greatness today : )

cry out

women's heart so hidden.

i think people that said it before, really true.

i felt only God understand me, only Him.

He also my first love. that can make heart beat so loud.

and i really secure and comfort with Him,

talk all day about everything i have been through, whether small or big things.

i love covered by His unfailing love. that He really understand my thought and inside my deepest heart.

my heart always waiting the time that we can spend and talk together.

God, dont seperate me with your abundantly love. don't ever let me go.

dont ever make me feel, no body cares and love me.

always remind me, that your promise will always for me to see.

that i'm precious in your eyes. and never ever stop loving me.

who's i got when everything nothing last forever?

friends? parents? mentor? our partner?

they can leave me, can disappoint me. but YOU..

YOU never ever leave me.

SFJTD challenge! : )

I know it is easy when the waves are crashing around us

to forget that the hands that calmed a raging storm

can bring serenity to our world no matter what we face.

As a daily reminder i keep this note taped to my desk :

Today I will be handing all your problems. Please remember I do not need your help. If a situation you cannot handle happens to appear, DO NOT attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFJTD ( Something For Jesus To Do) box. it will be addressed in MY time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, DO NOT hold on to it or attempt to remove it. Holding on or removal will delay the resolution of your problem. If it is a situation that you think you are capable of handling , please consult me in prayer to be sure that is the proper resolution. Because i do not sleep nor do I slumber, there is no need for you to lose any sleep.

Rest my child.

If you need to contact me, I am only a prayer away.

so, do you want to try the SFJTD challenge like me too?

He invites us to 'Pile our troubles on God Shoulder, He'll carry your load,

He'll help you out. - psalm 55: 22

Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, but only saps today of its strength.

personal share : )

i just wanna share my happiness to u guys..

this is my housemate in Malaysia.

i'm really happy and grateful God gave a wonderful of housemate for me.

thanks for everything ya..

for shella tanzilia..

makasi ya sayankk sudah menjadi penyemangat ku, yang memberi pelukan hangat di saat aq sangat memerlukan ku, yang selalu menjadi pendengar setia.. aq tahu kamu menyimpan banyak hal di dalam benakmu, aq ga tahu apakah aq telah menjadi teman mu yg bisa menjadi tempat mu berbagi suka dan duka. but i hope i can give u the best i can give to u..

for Amanda Woe..

ahahaha... terima kasih untuk gadis yang mempunyai determination begitu luar biasa, saya begitu salut dengan kegigihan dan kemandirian andaa sayank.. karakter mu yang ga pernah menyerah, membuat aq juga mau untuk lebih kuat menghadapi kerasnya dunia ini. lol :)

Gosh, u are so amazing manda!! thanks for your encouragement ya kemaren. i really need that. hehehe

For Mariska Adriani..

Makasi ya sahabat saya, yang selalu sabar sama saya. kaya na loe da tau gw deh sedikit banyak. ya ga sih? makasi ya ka, atas semua kebaikan yang loe uda pernah buat ke gw. setiap act of service lo sangat membuat gw bahagia. setiap pelukan, setiap waktu yang lo invest ke gw, itu sangat sangat sangat gw hargai. i wish i can be a perfect friends for u that never make u felt sad. but i can't. i'm just human. but i'm really try my best to make my special friends to smile.. hehe

at the end, i can only give my heart and care for u guys.. thats all i have.

thanks for everything guys :)

God did something amazing on me!

lately my head is struck with this song. TEN 2 five - feels like home.

btw, my ipod full with love song. i just realize that! people really love made a love song. hahaha.

dont ask me why.

the song its already been a year in my ipod, and i haven't added a new song.

i just wanna share.. what i have been through lately.

i felt my journey is like a roller coaster. up and down.

i attacked by fear and unsecure.

fear that i cant see what in front of me,

i felt like my eyes blindfold with something.. and thats make my heart felt unpeaceful.

i know God promise, that He never planned bad thing for me. everything He do for me is for good.

but that time, i felt like.. please give a mercy to know what u have been working on me..

i were worry about that.

until i watch again THE FACING THE GIANT. it open my minds and everything like clear for me.

in the part, where the boy doing the 'death crawl' with blindfold eyes.

he thought he only can do for 10 or 30. but when his eyes is blindfold.

he can't see anything, what he can do, only keep going.

when the burden make u felt so heavy, the pressure made u unhappy.

but keep going on, He want to see our very best!! dont quit.

and the scene show, that the boy can reach the finish line. it's more than he expected.

wow, rite?

that what open my eyes. thanks God :)

once upon a time in my life..

once a upon a time.

when i born, i dont know anything.

when i grew up, i become a little creature that really cute also a devil one.

when i turn up a teenage, i feel nothing.

i'm searching my identity and friends how accept me who i am.

when i'm in high school, i feel sad

because i seperated with my best friend.

but God give me another 1 for me, we laugh together, hang out and everything together.

that was a great time for me.

but, none compare when I meet God in my life personaly.

i felt change.

i felt special.

i felt i was His precious thing.

He protect me. challenges me. and love me.

how painfull my life want to bring me down. i felt my world upside down

i remember there's a hand that protect and cover me in the middle of storm.

he teaches me to believe him more and more.

he teaches me to more open and comfortable talk to Him.

He didnt want to be my God only. but He wants to be my BEST FRIEND and Father.

how i fall in love with this personal, intimation relationship with me and Him.

privately only for both of us.

feel the love, is the great feeling ever.

give the love, is the best you can do

cheers : D