I love Jesus!! whether i'm weak, and feel sad..

Jesus is my heart

i'm dirty of sin.
i'm lose of way and confused.
i'm nothing in people eye.
i'm tired of these world of their expetection.

The world is getting hard to breath to me.
i feel no place to go.
i'm sick of this!

But, someday..
i feel someone always looking me.
Someone who cry when i'm cry too.
Knows what my feeling although i'm didn't tell HIM.
He knows my heart!

He loves me .
He didn't give the expectation for me, to make Him to love me.
He loves me before i love Him.

He touchs me gentely.
He didn't want me to split off and fall.
He hug me.

i say," i'm dirty of sin, God?'
God: I know.. but i love U!!
i: Why u love me like this??
God : I love u until i give my the only Son to u. it's not enough to make u believe? how much i
I love u, SILVIE!
i: But my heart already broken God because this world, God..People said," i'm not worthy!!,i'm
not good enough! i'm this and that!
God: i didn't care what they think.. I see right into your Heart silvie.. not what The
World see..
God: So, do u want accept me beside u, Silvie? i'll always with u wherever,whatever the condition and anytime.
i: Okay.

But, after that Silvie forgot her word To GOD.

God: Silvie, why u cry??
i: God, why u give this to me?? why??
God: Because I love SIlvie.
i: u said u LOVE me.. and will give me the best! it so hurt me so deep.
God: i know.. But i'll give u power to u for throught it all. i didn't give u promise

WITH ME, U NEVER HAVE A PROBLEM, BUT WHAT I PROMISE IS.. I'LL GIVE U POWER TO THROUGH IT. AND I'LL BESIDE U WHATEVER THE CONDITION AND ANYTIME.

i: okay.. ( SILVI tersentak n start to think.)

But what UR purpose to give all this problems God?? i didn't know..

God: All of that, it will make u better!! U will learn to become my quality Warrior.

i: ooo..i see.. HIK HIKK.. THX GOD..
U even think the best thing that i ever think in my head..
Ur plan is always for leading me to educate me.

HUAAAA.. ( crying, realize i often to forget Him in my life)

God: don't worry SIlvie!


I NEVER , NEVER, NEVER EVER GIVE UP!
I NEVER , NEVER, NEVER EVER LEAVE U ALONE!
U ARE MY HEART!