God teach me everything.. even a detail..

wahh.. klo talk about what God do in my life? so many i can talk from A -Z.. heehhe.. 

He's amazing.. His love is pure. and His hand always keep me strong.. 

Dia menyadarkan gw akan siapa diri gw.. saat gw bilang itu bukan gw.. Tapi ternyata itu emang diri gw.. Merasa bersalah si.. tapi gw milih untuk ketawain diri gw ndiri.. hahaha.. 

emang bner, kita bisa ngeliat selumbar di mata org.. tapi gajah di depan mata kita.. kita ga kita liat... 

Huhuhu.. tapi at least, gw nyadar apa rencana Tuhan di diri gw.. Gw ngerasa setiap org yg di sekitar gw.. Temen2 gw.. itu bukan kebetulan!

itu bukan kemauan gw.. Itu smua rencana Tuhan.. Dan karna itu, gw merasa Temen2 gw sangat membantu pertumbuhan karakter n rohani juga.. Gw salut ma Tuhan Yesus..

Dia memikirkan sedetail apapun dengan cara yg tak terpikirkan.. hahaha.. Luar biasa ya Allahku.. 

Btw, lagi mkan choco nih.. da dulu ya.. hehe^ ^

Love u God.. keep ur plan in me, God..=)

Hati yg retak..

" semua masalah yg ad di hidup lo, itu adalah guru yg terbaik."- Sil-

I bear in my mind.. what event in my life that make me cry, feel bad, pressure is just become part of my life.. But all of that events, i were really taught and that what makes me like now. 

• Sometime in my life, I learn how sad, ur mother and father is don't take care of you..( means give their attention to u).. do u know how bad my feelings in that time.. i become so uncontrolled of angry.
  

 But, what i learn from that? Love is so precious.. Love can change evrything and love is the best weapon to have it from this sick world.  

• My brothers were disappointed my parents. Becoz they don't use their trust to study hard in Ausie. But, my brothers have a pain self too. Not just lost my parent's trust, they feel bad about that. i know that.. even they never talk about that to me.. So, when they know me, their lis sister want to study abroad in Malaysia.. 

Can u guess the reaction?

I know they didn't want me same like them. they warned me many times to study hard in there. And don't disappointed my mom n father just like them.. U know, how painful when i hear that from their mouth.. 

But, what i learn from my best brothers i ever have??

I learn so many things, that brings me become have a strong desire to study hard not just a playful in Malay.. I want to show to my family,i can do it.. I can reach my dream, what i like.. 

But beside affect they were gave to me, they also make my parents become more careful, more understand how to take care their children in the other country,, that was a precious lesson i got from them!! 

The point is what problem do u have, don't be sceptic, don't be negative thinking.. and said a clise words that i always hear,

" Why i got this problem in my life? why me must feel this pain?"  

Change your powerful word into.. 

"THX GOD, what u give to me is the best way to me can learn something. "

p.s muahhh to GOD X)

Ku perlu Engkau pimpin langkah ku..

Saat gw dateng dalem kerinduan, gw seneng gw merasa God ad buat gw.. saat gw bingung mo crita ma sapa dy dengerin.. Gw ga perlu berharap untuk mengerti perasaan gw.. Tapi dy memang sudah mengerti aku dari dulu..

Dia membuka kan mata hati ku, saat aq ga bisa lihat apa2.. ga da petunjuk di depan mata ku..

aq bingung, merasa ditinggal n tertindas..

tapi saat aq datang ke hadirat Nya, aq merasa smua beban dilepaskan.. Dan dihibur..

Aq ga sendiri..  N ga pernah ndri.. He beside me..hehehe

Makasi ya Tuhan.. muah ^^

Saat gw dateng, gw ga bawa apa2.. saat gw pegi ke " tmpt ALLAH BAPA" ge juga ga bawa apa2.

jadi yg gw miliki skarang n nanti, itu sebenerna cuma titipan dari Tuhan buat gw.. untuk gw kembangin n kelola...

Dan gw mau, apa yg gw perbuat di dunia.. Itu bisa jadi dampak buat org2 di sekitar gw.. Jadi walo aq da ga ad,, Aq masi diinget sebagai SILViE yg membawa dampak..

aq emang kadang suka sedihh. Di dunia, banyak masalah, godaan n cobaan.. Tapi yg slalu buat aq kuat adalah Tuhan yg akan slalu setia memberi aq kekuatan.. Dia menghindarkan aq dari yg jahat.. 

Kadang, aq ngerasa dikiiit lagi aq jatuhhh , terjun bebas ke bawah.. hhahaha

tapi Dia yg diatas, mengingatkan ku..

Kadang aq merasa sakitttt, sampe ga kuat untuk nanggung na.. tapi Tuhan slalu bilang, SERAHKAN PADAKU.. 

betapa baik Tuhan itu buat aq.. Dia buat aq melihat banyak perbuatan yg ajaib di dalam hidup ku.. Aq sangat sangat beruntung bisa ketemu dengan ALLAH ku yg dahsyat!! heheheh..

love u DAD! MUah..=)