I bear in my mind.. what event in my life that make me cry, feel bad, pressure is just become part of my life.. But all of that events, i were really taught and that what makes me like now.
- Sometime in my life, I learn how sad, ur mother and father is don't take care of you..( means give their attention to u).. do u know how bad my feelings in that time.. i become so uncontrolled of angry.
But, what i learn from that? Love is so precious.. Love can change evrything and love is the best weapon to have it from this sick world.
- My brothers were disappointed my parents. Becoz they don't use their trust to study hard in Ausie. But, my brothers have a pain self too. Not just lost my parent's trust, they feel bad about that. i know that.. even they never talk about that to me.. So, when they know me, their lis sister want to study abroad in Malaysia..
I know they didn't want me same like them. they warned me many times to study hard in there. And don't disappointed my mom n father just like them.. U know, how painful when i hear that from their mouth..
But, what i learn from my best brothers i ever have??
I learn so many things, that brings me become have a strong desire to study hard not just a playful in Malay.. I want to show to my family,i can do it.. I can reach my dream, what i like..
But beside affect they were gave to me, they also make my parents become more careful, more understand how to take care their children in the other country,, that was a precious lesson i got from them!!
The point is what problem do u have, don't be sceptic, don't be negative thinking.. and said a clise words that i always hear,
" Why i got this problem in my life? why me must feel this pain?"
Change your powerful word into..
"THX GOD, what u give to me is the best way to me can learn something. "
p.s muahhh to GOD X)
