dont give up

i love to be different.

i love to be understand.

i love to get a hug.

i love to get care.

i love to laugh.

a simple women live in the crowded and vary world.
against with all people proud, pride, physic, brain, successful finance

try to be survive.

it's not easy, hard.
but if u give up, u'll regret it.

dont give up silvie. dont ever ever ever give up.
keep walking until finish.

play with ur spectacles.

have vunnn guys.
have a good weekend. adios. =D

journal

one thing i didnt know why people can move away, step out on ur life.

but you dont want that people go.

you dont want to lose it.

you dont want that happen.


but what can u do. i think may be it's faith.
may be it's becoz of me or their self.

one thing, that always happen in my life.
people come- people go.
fuhhhh..


sometimes i hope, they never leave me.
i miss the time we spend together.
laughing. talking. caring. hanging out. watching movie. eating. all is together.

it's out off topic.
but i want to share. how could someone can feel 'special reaction'
when their too small to know: like, Love.

i dunno i have fell 1, but i havent fell again until now.
is it nut or crazy?

some boys nice to me, and i nice to them.
but i didnt feel it the 'reaction'. you know what i mean, rite?

but look around ur self. how easily someone fall in love to another person.
sometimes, i curious to find the answer.

and i found quote really good, for me.

" you can give without love, but you can love without give."

and i still wait, some one can touch my heart and make my heart PUM PUM PUM.
hahaha.. hey, you out there! yes youu! i'm waiting for u. =P



have a nice day everybody.
with love
silvie hosea

JUST for the brave one!

20 things i want and hope it comes true. amin

(JUST FOR FUN)

1. become inspirator
2. bungee jumping
3. more mature
4. i wish i have beautiful house that i can decorate country homy look.
( i think this one, come a few years later. not now. :P)
5. dance ballet professionally
6. work in magazine
7. become a busy girl that travel a lot.
8. go around the world, specially in Europe.
9. have a great morning that i can spend "me time" with my milk and magazine/ newspaper.
10. woke up, and get nicely toast in the morning from people i love.
11. have a kiss and hug when i wake up.
12. go to sunflower and corn field
13. take photo underwater
14. own my shop
15. wearing a stunning clothes and have a stunning body.
16. watch great movies with my close friends
17. talking hearing laughing caring supporting to people i care
18. have a cup of tea in ireland
19. have a scholarship to UK / Europe/ ireland, or anywhere.
i dont want to stuck in this lil country and island. =(
20. have a wonderful experience, mixing with people.

btw, it's fun for u to do at least 1 new thing in ur life.
new everyday. dont get use to with a routine.
it's not good for u.

make ur life more beautiful and colorful. be adventure, be curious
and 1 essential thing u must dont forget it.

ENJOY IT!


have a great monday all!! cheers =)




~u live just once, dont waste ur time.~

grow older

sometimes, if u ask.. WHY MY LIFE LIKE THIS?

i would say.. It must be reason on it.

have u feel, there one side on ur head is want to break free, bend all the border and rule.. the other side is the good one, u can't do that, u have a responsibility,
u are different from ur self back then.

sometimes, if u grow older, the capacity bigger, but also follow by the responsibility u carry.

sometimes become a bigger, it's not easy and it's not fun.
but i glad i have many memories that i never regret to spend on.

may be i lil bit stubborn, lil bit clumsy, but i'm working on it.
to become more and more better.

Changing it's not like as easy as u turn back your hand.
but it need a lot of work,
lot of motivation. and lot of adaptation, prepare ur heart to face the effect of friction.

If somebody ask me. what do u think with ur life?

i would say, i really appreciate every second of my life.


have a good day, everybody. =)

addicted

i really really appreciate how people act and make a good movie to others people watch.
I do.
it's not easy to make all people like & adore ur film..
u must make unique, fresh and remarkable.

For me, watching movie is my fav things to do.
=)

now, i love to watch romance- comedy.. my fav actor for this type is HUGH GRANT.
he is the only one old actor i love to see.
for u information.. he already won 14 awards. WOW

first time, i saw him in BRIDGET JONES diary.
very attractive. very talented.

i dunno, people can have kind a look of Handsome, elegant,serious, stubborn both in time.
he can play it all the character. how can it be???

what can i say..i just love to watch him. =P





the movies that he act in:




for fiction- action, the actor i love iss... *JRENG JRENG*

Johnny DEEP!!
wow, what i can say about him. UNBELIEVEABLE TALENTED!!
he can play weird, odd, and make it so special,
can bring out the character out to all the audiences.. he's so auwesome.

when i saw the Pirates of Carribean, my eyes can't take off from him.
mmm, may be he isn't handsome typical men, but he's charming. don't u agree? =)

then, i search about Him in google, and found that PUBLIC ENEMIES, is the one of the best movies he ever play. so i can't wait to watch the DVD. =P






and for the comedy.. JIM CAREY. he always make me laugh in the ass. so funny and ridiculous! best of all time.

he can act as a dumb weird but smart in the time. do u still remember ACE VENTURA?hahaaa..
that make me laugh until cry.




oh ya, i also love THE MASK, YES MAN, Bruce Almighty.

my dreamm landdd..

heyyy, just wanna share. my dream land i want to go someday.

i'm saving up my money for that tickett.. may be some u guys have know and heared.
this is a little bit info for u if u dont have idea about IRELAND,
Ireland lies in of the coast of the North West of Europe.
Area : 84,412 sq km (32,591 sq miles)

Population : 4,109,086 (ROI) 1,872,362 (N.I.)
mm, i think it's small of number if compare with my country, Indonesia.
so i think they dont mind, if adding one people to become their citizens. =P

Btw, Ireland is part of the European Union and as such now uses the Euro (€) as it's currency. that's why i'm saving up first for the ticket, bcoz it a bit expensive for me.

yeahhhh.. my DREAMM LAND.. i hope i can go there,visit all the nice place, see the view
see the culture & people, see the events and festival going on.

oh, i wish i born there... GODDDD, u must see it. How beautiful and peaceful that land.









seee!! imagine u can breath the fresh smell of green and ocean.
many things i have planned, if i'm in there,
1. walk around see the interesting place in ireland and (dont forget)taking photo
2. take a boat in lake while i paddling, see and enjoy the quietness.
3. mix around to their local people
4. Try their local pub ( i think it will be kind of interesting experience for me)
Try their dance and Irish Whiskey & GUINNESS -
Irish people love gather i pub, hear their traditional music and drink whiskey, having a good time.



6. photo with local people that wearing kilts (KILTS is a Irish traditional skirt for men)



7. Celebrate the St.Patrick's day.

purple poppin doll

heyy, today i just photoshoot my friend, iin.
and we company by Kevin. we have a lot of fun today.
sun is friendly, so we can get many good picture. YEAYYY!!



















model : Indryana Ramli
stylist and photograph: SILVIE HOSEA
make up : Silvie Hosea & Indriyana Ramli ( she help me too =P)


hehe.. today i really satisfied with the result.
i hope, i get many themes and good models to photoshoot..

have a good day
gwu


with love



silvie Hosea

one of my letters to GOD

God.. i'm really miss it..

dunno kind of feeling. i just feel, i miss something.
i really didnt understand..

i miss something, i havent know.

i want to all people i lova and care is okay.
i want they always be healthy and happy, God.

God...

u understand all my feeling, all the things going on in my thingking head
u see what others can see..
u know me, better than myself.

i always know, u are the best friend i have.
the sun in my life.
the God, only one can make and change me like this.

only YOU, god.
U are the only thing can fullfill in my life, my heart.

back then, when i havent meet u
my life feels like cloudy and fogy.
i feel so depressed, feel so not stabile
i do what i want to do, i want to curse, angry, slap and explode.
i didnt think how mess i will be, how pain i am to people's heart

i just feel the pressure more tense.

but when the moment i meet U, everything change.
i feel so peace, and stabile.

i learn to become better and better.
long journey, i can say..
but now, i still have things to settle up, i have job to do

more big picture in my eyes. and let's do itttt what God want us to do!! =)