one of my letters to GOD

God.. i'm really miss it..

dunno kind of feeling. i just feel, i miss something.
i really didnt understand..

i miss something, i havent know.

i want to all people i lova and care is okay.
i want they always be healthy and happy, God.

God...

u understand all my feeling, all the things going on in my thingking head
u see what others can see..
u know me, better than myself.

i always know, u are the best friend i have.
the sun in my life.
the God, only one can make and change me like this.

only YOU, god.
U are the only thing can fullfill in my life, my heart.

back then, when i havent meet u
my life feels like cloudy and fogy.
i feel so depressed, feel so not stabile
i do what i want to do, i want to curse, angry, slap and explode.
i didnt think how mess i will be, how pain i am to people's heart

i just feel the pressure more tense.

but when the moment i meet U, everything change.
i feel so peace, and stabile.

i learn to become better and better.
long journey, i can say..
but now, i still have things to settle up, i have job to do

more big picture in my eyes. and let's do itttt what God want us to do!! =)