i belong to me!

this song, very encourage me. i love this song so much.
i believe person who write the song, really know how they feel as a women.
a complete person
a complete women...

and u know, it isn't easy to realize all that.
many couple that already broke up, thought they just live with half - heart.
no, they dont.

and people that always want to search a new girl/boyfriend continuously.
again and again.
they fell in same mistake, same hole, same place.

tragic. =(
but, hey! wake up, guys!
that's many..
may be is person you know close, your best friend, your family member, etc.

sometime, i think.
why many singer didnt sing a good song.

i mean really good song.

not just for fun, shake ur body and
the lyrics? no meaning at all.

i miss the old lyric, old music.
that have a quality.

enjoy the lyric, guyss..

I BELONG TO ME

by Jessica Simpson
I belong to me

Its not that I dont wanna share my life with you baby,

Its just that Im the one I need to be true to baby.

And I won't give up me to be part of you.

Its not that I dont want to have you in my life baby,

its just you gotta know that its got to be right baby,

before I open up my heart to you I dont need somebody to complete me.

I complete myself... nobodys got to belong to somebody else.

Chorus
I belong to me, I dont belong to you

my heart is my posession, Ill be my own reflection

I belong to me, Im one not half of two,

and if you're gonna love me, you should know this baby

I belong to me

Verse
I gota let you know before I let you in baby,

that who I am is not about who I am with baby.

That dont mean I dont wanna be here with you , I do.

I dont need somebody to complete me,

I want you to know I give all my love but Im not givin all my soul.

Chorus
I belong to me, I dont belong to you

my heart is my posession, Ill be my own reflection

I belong to me, Im one not half of two

and if you're gonna love me, you should know this baby

I belong to me


Oh yea..

Love dont mean changin who you are to be who somebody wants you to be,

nobodys got to belong to nobody.

I belong to me, I dont belong to you

my heart is my posession, Ill be my own reflection

I belong to me, I dont belong to you

my heart is my posession, Ill be my own reflection

I belong to me, Im one not half of two,

and if your gonna love me, you should know this baby

I belong to me..


very touchful rite? heart this song =)

my friends in sem 3 at FASHION DEGREE CLASS

woww.. i already finish my sem 3 now.
2 weeks ago i just through all the final presentation.
i'm so appy with my group. i love them.

we laughed together until my stomach is ached and can't laughed anymore.
hahaha.
we have 1 man show.. ** JRENG JRENG** ====> (guess)


NIZAM. hahaha. He can dance, his joke is so amazing. i can't say a word to describe him
u must meet him. hahaha. he's like a diva in our class.
LOLS XD

when i think about my this sem. i will say this is the best sem ever i'm in Limkoq.
thx to Nizam, kelsey, Ayu, Intan, Patsyn, Olivia.
they're AUWESOME. they make me feel happy and i feel closer to them.

this is the picture after final presentation. ( ABOVE)

o ya, we also have vun for making a creativity artwork about absenteeism.
we make a box and we show the reason why students absent the class..
one side, u can see a class that so mess up and the student didnt full.

and the other side we make the class full of students and clean.



















i sad our sem is end. but i know next sem will be better and better. i wont never forget what happen to me in Malay.
friends, housemate, all experience that so precious to me.
I still have 3 sem again. so, i keep see forward, wait and see what i'll gonna face.

dag dig dug..


but, thats make the fun begin.
and now..
i'm running closer to my bright future.. yeayyy!!
=)

problem overcome?

mm.. today is beautiful dayyy in my life.
no rain. i glad it. no cool, no becek2. i'm so happy.
when i woke up, u know what i was thingking?

i think i want to talk with God.
i want to meet Him.

already such a long long time, i never put Him in my priority.
never put Him as my "First Love" anymore.
i'm too busy do my routine and activity.

then, God give me a wake up call third times in this week.
WOW. huh?

yaa, i just realize. too dont give up.
dont Quit. just surrender all to God. He will open the closed door.
He make me realize, i just lost my "Love" n "PASSION" in Him.
what i do, just a routine.
No power of love. There's no morning that i'm really want to talk him everyday.
day felt like a flat as a plate. no interesting, no passion.
what a sad and tragic.

but, in some point in my life.
a moment that my brain work again n THINK
i got the answer of my "flat flatt " dayyy

and now, i turn my back.. to run back..
to search the PASSION n LOVe like a gold digger.
to knock the door with my all of power i can do.
to beg to God with a faith.

U know what happen??
i GOT it. thanks God.
=)

i learn many things, sometime i think. this is so complicated.
i didnt understand.
but it is not!! i just didnt want to be patient to understand that.

so what the keys are to overcome the problem?
be obedient, patient , and be stand still under pressure.

i may be not can make all people happy, i do make a mistake.
but, i do want to change. i do want to say sorry if i hurt people.

so, conclude each people have a journey to live it and walk it. so am i.
so every plan that God already made for u. Just do it.
dont give up!! =)

i love my brain <3

wahhh.. senanggg naaa...
bsokk aq sudah selese. asik asik.
senang na, smua berjalan dgn baik. senang na.
*** cangar cengir sendiri dlu ah** hihihi

after this.. gw mau ngap ya??
gw mo berenangggg.. menceburkan otak gw ke air yg dingin.
sik asik asikkk.. dimandiinn jadi masuk angin. hahaha

trus gw jalan jalan.. seneng seneng.
trus balik dech ke jakarta. ketemu keluarga, my dogy.
senang na. huahhhhhhhhh... rasana pengen cpt2 saja.

tadi sblm gw exam.. ada kejadian yg konyol.
hahaha.
gw salah naik bus. alhasil gw diturunin ke halte yg diseberang halte gw nunggu tadi.
betapa konyol naa..

ckckckc. tadi pas gw da panik, salah bus.
kata abang na gw mau dijual lagi. kurang ajar. ga lucu.
nanti gw beriii dia.,, !!!!
hahaha,,

aduh aduh.. dag dig dug.. belalang kuncup.
still many things to do. but want to take a rest and deep breath for a while...

yuk sama tarik napas dalam2... **inhale**
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EXHALEEEEE..

tapi btw gini2 otak gw kapasitas na gede juga ya. hahaha
bagus2, i love my brain. i love my hair. haha. i love u pooolll..

a week of examss

wowww.. today i got presenttt from a special person. my MOM dlu.
i glad i'm here in Malaysia. meet many people, many things happened.

u know guys, sometime life is a maze. u didnt know u'll face.
but yeah, the end of the maze u get a SURPRISE... *** TARAAAA**
and u happy, not a regret even a single thing.

btw guys, kayana minggu ini, akan menjungkir balik kan aq. bcoz what?
this week i got final exammm boooo!!

mm, i'm thinking now i want to lay down my body in a tulip garden.
and then i ll use a dutch traditional clothes.
live in farm, have a cow, have a doggy, horses.

i wish i can riding horse professionally.
i wish i can speak 3- 4 languages.
wahhh, many things i want to reach. what a big dream silvie.

hehehe.. looks like after this i want to have vun.
want to watch a comedy film, laughing and have vunnnnnn...

hehe, wish me all the best for my exam. i couldnt upload the special present i just got right now.
so busy. ehehehe. later ya. byeee =)

balet & tutu skirtt

hei hei. this tutu skirt i got it from my high school dance.
i was a dancer, a longg time ago. hahaha.
i'm not a good dancer. but i love it ! the way move ur body it so cool ! Lols. <3

then, i just brought the tutu skirt without think, for this sem to Malay.
dunno for what. i just brought. compare i just keep the skirt until berdebu in my cupboard.
for what? haha

so, this is my complete happy adolescence.. dunno what to do. so we just shoot it!
it good for us to relieve our stress & bored routine. u can try too. *wink wink* ; D
we just take a snapshot. haha.







and this is my partner in photo crime.. ** jreng jreng**
she's a bit shy. so i just *diam2* upload her photo. hahaha.. sssttt, keep the secret! ok?



andddd... *taraaaaaa*

18.. my precious time with my housemate at DELICIOUS, 1 Utama

wahhh, ini moment quite a long time sich. but, i want to update, gara2 see my friend's blog.
gw jadi teringat i have missed a lot in my blog.

hehehe.. yes, this is my second year i celebrate my birthday in Malaysia,
it likes i just flash back. times goes by so quicklyy.

i celebrate my bday in 1 Utama with my lovely housemate.



i have ika, Ais and... *jreng jreng *

btw, i havent introduce my new housemate.
her name is Amanda Marcia Saputra, we just called her Manda. she's beautiful lohh.. but i have bad news for u guys.
she already unavailable!Lols XD



we have good time in there. this some photos that we take in there. enjoyyy =)



and this is mee... : D




this is ikaaa.. mariska hei hei. my bestie, i like her. haha, she can makes me laugh and give me a good advice.
hoho


this is ais and daryl.. hahaha. cute couple? ; D

smile. wink. wink.

this week finallyyy end succesly. FIUH. hahaha.

i just want to smileeeee biggg as i can. but wait. it havent end yet.

i still got exam going on next week, WOW. hahaha

so i must keep my biggest smile :D

listening Just YOU and ME- zee avi. so relaxing. 

O My God. i love her voice! haha. i think i already hear it her songs over and over again.

hahaha.

btw this week, i dunno people like talking about relationship.

who i like it now, bla bla. haha. i dunno ya.

i didnt feel want to that topic talk right now.

doesnt mean i avoid a love.

but dunno, need times and space of my mind map brain to think, debat and talk about that.

hahaha. 

funny of this, 2 years ago. i want and like that topic so much.

it's such a HOT HOT for me.

but for now, dunno.. may be, i just didnt really think about that.

Go friendship, Go friendship! Lols.

 

feel want to hug my 'BABY'.. thats my dogy name. i miss him so much. miss my fam.

wahhhh, christmas is coming soon, and u will see many decorate christmas everywhere.

i dunno, when i think about christmas in my mind. i just remember my church drama.

about Jesus born, Maria and Yusuf. gather with my family. laugh. food. christmas tree.

love. christmas film in RCTI or Trans TV. wuah, like i'm back nostalgia. 

but now, i want add my memory about christmas, hot chocolate, long sweater, balcony, warm.

mery christmas for all. i think it soon to say. but it's okay. nevermind. i love christmas.

wish u have a bless christmas ever. =)    

feeling well?

something wrong with me?

i didnt feel anything, special thing.. I feel flat.

i confuse what i gonna share for tommorow, 

i have to change and change me for a better reason.

i dont wanna be ms arrogant who knows everything, in fact i didnt know.

i tired, i just want to rest. 

rest for of all this battle.

battle in my self.

"ur best enemy that can bring u down, not other

but YOURSELF!"

so, hey dude! what the problem? u can ask me that.

i dunno.  i just feel my self is soooo out. 

arrogant? i think 

sarcastic? a bit

but i try to give the best. i try to see, what is in my hand.

what is that??

i see a girl.. then?

i see a girl who didnt want to give up for her dreams,

her battle, and a bit restless and need help.

so why she didnt just rest?

yeah, i want to. sometimes i just want out of all this.

feel so free... 

do u know where u get the things that u want?

mmm, i think i know.. 

My DAD.. 

Do u see HIM ?

i want to, i miss HIM. GOD, i miss you. i feel so auwful.

 how this happen to me? i already know about YOU. 

YOU like my sunshine and my refuge, u are my green pasture.

So, why u didnt feel HIM?

may be, it no everybody's fault, yeah.

it's my self. i made it myself. i think.

may be i already too high, can't hear clearly what others said below.

cant see clearly others people, i just see a human moving, talk, eat, etc.

haha, seems see a robot, huh?

i can't say. sometime i feel in my thought, people have a few mask, some people have more.

they cover their face with all the their smile, their kindness, their bad attitude, their hurt, their emptiness.

u see a lot, huh? i see a few.

i guess, people already tired of all this big world. God, are u sick see all this?

i guess, u already watch the beginning era, adam- eve, noah, david, until now?

YOU see the new generation coming and drawn into the same battle, some survive 

some lost and dead.

such a tragedy that YOU see watch over and over again.

do u bored see this GOD? i wonder why if you not.

God, dont mad at me. dont leave me. hold me. i need u.

i need U as my green pasture. 

ahhhhh, feel so relieve to write what i thought in my mind. haha

recently i feel my mind is like a mind map. Lols : 'D 

test personalityyy!!

the test is mostly true.. and i think we surely good to know more about yourself..

and that's what this test for =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The GOD i know lyric

The God i know

When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretense
I’m on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You

The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The God I know
Light of the City
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You

The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we