problem overcome?

mm.. today is beautiful dayyy in my life.
no rain. i glad it. no cool, no becek2. i'm so happy.
when i woke up, u know what i was thingking?

i think i want to talk with God.
i want to meet Him.

already such a long long time, i never put Him in my priority.
never put Him as my "First Love" anymore.
i'm too busy do my routine and activity.

then, God give me a wake up call third times in this week.
WOW. huh?

yaa, i just realize. too dont give up.
dont Quit. just surrender all to God. He will open the closed door.
He make me realize, i just lost my "Love" n "PASSION" in Him.
what i do, just a routine.
No power of love. There's no morning that i'm really want to talk him everyday.
day felt like a flat as a plate. no interesting, no passion.
what a sad and tragic.

but, in some point in my life.
a moment that my brain work again n THINK
i got the answer of my "flat flatt " dayyy

and now, i turn my back.. to run back..
to search the PASSION n LOVe like a gold digger.
to knock the door with my all of power i can do.
to beg to God with a faith.

U know what happen??
i GOT it. thanks God.
=)

i learn many things, sometime i think. this is so complicated.
i didnt understand.
but it is not!! i just didnt want to be patient to understand that.

so what the keys are to overcome the problem?
be obedient, patient , and be stand still under pressure.

i may be not can make all people happy, i do make a mistake.
but, i do want to change. i do want to say sorry if i hurt people.

so, conclude each people have a journey to live it and walk it. so am i.
so every plan that God already made for u. Just do it.
dont give up!! =)