dont too sensitive!

today, something flashing in my mind.

key of having many friends in different type & styles.
is dont too SENSITIVE. (harus lebih positif and cuek)

jgn dikit2, merasa disakiti.
temen ga sengaja cuekin,ngerasa di ank tere kan, ga ditanggapin lah,
padahal sbenerna ga. temen na aja yg lagi nge blur. hahaha

trus jgn dikit2 merasa gw ga cocok de,
ini nih, yg gw juga lagi mau tahap pengubahan. beda dikit tipe temen na.
udah nyerah, bilang "uda ah emang beda sih, ga cocok."
tapi ya, klo ketemu CIONG mulu, ya mendingan sadar diri, untuk menjauh.
daripada cari masalah kan. pusing atuh. masalah uda bnyk, tambah banyak.

jgn dikit2 marah untuk hal kecil yg ga penting.
misalnya: temen ga sengaja tumpahin cincau lo, lo marahin dia
suru ngepel, ga mau tau lagi pokokna harus NGEPEL & GANTI.
enak aje diee, cincau gw ditumpahin.

klo masalah cincau mah, ya udah lah ya. beli lagi. cincau berapa sih.
org na juga ga sengaja. klo sengaja mah, sirem aja pake cincau na. hahahhaa. canda =P

jgn dikit2 ga nyaman sama org baru.
yang nama na comfort zone pasti ada.
tapi ya, klo sama semua org baru kita ga "menyamankan" diri

kapan dapet temen baru nya?
kapan lo ketemu org yg akan menjadi sahabat lo?

sebenrna klo diliat2, seru juga punya sahabat yg berbeda. yg ga slalu sama jalan na pikiran sama loe, SERU LOH. jadi tahu, apa yg lo ga tau. jadi ngerti oh, jadi begini jalan pikir mereka.. eheheh
ya, may be buat sebagian org, need a extra work. tapi buat sebagian org, gampang2 aja. ( yah, makana org beda2 kan.)


gw sih salut ya sama org2 yg beda suku, beda ras, beda language. bisa mix dan jadi 1 community yg klop. kayana seru aja. ide2 na, bahan omongan na, knowledge na, seru aja.jadi bahan omongan na ga itu2 aja.
jadi bisa crita2 sama org berkewarganegaraanlain, tentang negara/ daerah masing2..
kaya indonesia tuh, paling enak jajanan murah na. kaya batagor, siomay, martabak keju coklat, mie tek tek, ketoprak. wahh mantap bgt.
gtw2. kan seru...
trus giliran mreka yg crita. kita kan juga jadi tau, OOOO BULAT. sapa tau klo bersohib sama mreka, dan kebetulan kita lagi jalan2 ke negara mreka, bisa diajak jalan2 gratis dan nginep di tempat mreka. usa seru ketemu temen, irit pula.
mantap kan???


hehehe. sip INDONESIA.
HIDUPPP INDONESIAAA!!
tidak tahu kenapa, hari ini saya sangat PATRIOTIK.


have a nice day everyone.
GOD BLESS

boring boring boring

talking about this week
why is so crunchy boring?
hahaha..

dont have something to do, made me messier than ever.

with my full energizer body.
i must use it, transfer it, to something fun & useful.
buttt, nothing to do! so it made me crazy enough.

open fb, close fb. open hotmail & GMAIL. close. open my blog.close.
(through and through)

why am i so over active recently ya?
do u have the answer?

may be too much sleep. hahaha.

finally

finally yesterday i ate kaya pau, i have bought and use the steamer.
hahaha.

finally today i woke up early
and jogging.

btw, i'm so happpyyyyyy...
want to know why??

bcoz, yesterday my mom send me message. she bought me a camera fuji instax that i want and a bag.

wuaaaa.. mama. u are the best!(tears, come.. lebay)

(psst, i didnt ask her to buy me something loh.
but she asked me again, again and again.. finally,i talked about the camera fuji instax. just that one. but she gave me more.)

huaaaa... mamamama loph u. (tears come again)

btw, do u know.. why i can get up early today?
do u want to know the secret???

hahahahaha.. i slept at 7 pm yesterday and woke up at 7.50 am today.
seee..

u will see the different.
try that:D
hahaha



have a great day
gwuu

unsatisfied women

from: women who have felt unsatisfied in her life.


have u felt unsatisfied with ur life?
havent fullfilled what u want?

Are u living with a dream that started out as a 'what if' and ended with an 'if only'?
u ready take all the risk without care if anyone hurt because of that?


back in high school time,
i do have felt unsatisfied,
i thought it would be nice.
if i meet the person who same like me, do what i do, like what i like.
get anything i want. all is for ME. for making me happy.

i want to be served. i want get the first of everything. i want to be accept.
i want become that girl who surround tons of friends. i want the spotlight.

i ask my self, is all i want can satisfied me?
is it?

times goes, i got the answer:
WANT is never enough! it grows more and more. never stop.
it kills you inside.
you become a defensive and disappoint if u didn't get it.
u ready to attack all the person who block ur way.

so scary to meet this kind of people. so scary to see me back then.

but now i realize.
i think deeper,
do we realize that what need and want is absolutely different.
God said, he will give what we need, not what we want.
He know us from beginning.
He know our heart, weakness, and strength.

and God have given me, my needs.
he isnt only give me a new life, a new friends, a new perspective and new environment.
but also gave me,
ability to love Him and others.
ability to think in different perspective.
ability to serve people.
ability to give the best for God and others.
ability to learn to arrange the best priority in my life.
ability to admit yes i was wrong
ability to give up my dream in GOD's HAND

many this is different now. many things have changed.

i like this quote:
> God's destiny for me isn't limited by earthly vision but is open wide to his unlimited heaven.

"HE had his eyes on use, had designs on us for glorious living, part of overall
purpose HE is working out in everything and everyone. (eph 1: 11)




have a blessing day, everyone.
gwu

blessing day

i'm soo happyyy...
last sunday, 25 april 2010.
finally, Angela Mega get baptized.
and that was my first time to accompany people that want be baptized.

when one by one names called by Pastor Eddy Chang.
my heart is different.
i dunno how can i describe it.
it's not bad thing, but it's more about to positive.
i feel such a joy. like i get baptized too.

sometimes, i have a lot in my head.
think and realize many things.
it like therapy to me. to flash back & introspection what i have done.
may be it's good or bad.

and i realized this thing.

thanks God.
what u have done to me.
from beginning until now.
i cant imagine how can u do that.
u are extremely unpredictable good to us.

plis keeping your good plan in our life.
lead us when we start lose our sight to U.

God, thanks for all unique and special character u have given to me.
day by days, i realized how special and different 1 person with another person.
and thats adding my feeling to say HOW GREATTT MY GOD.

no one is 'clonning' from another. no one is same with another.
no one. even the identical twins, they also have a different.

thanks God. now, i celebrating the differences.

have a blessing day, everyone.
silvie hosea

day 3 - UNIVERSAL STUDIO =)

we went to UNIVERSAL STUDIO.
wowwww..

we took the train from VOV mall.
we arriveed at Universal Studio around 12 am.
the entry ticket was $ 66 for weekdays
open from 9 am - 6 pm. =)

sooo, lets begin
yihaaa
































this is the main attraction. the dual roller coster.
unfortunetly when i came, i can't try,
still in renovation. =(
may be done in June or July. huh.

MARLION

yupp.. MARLION
do u know why people call MARLION?
because it combination of marmaid and lion.
try look carefully. =)











we went to MARLION statue at night.
veryyy beautiful. =)

day 2

second day ( MONDAY)

we woke up at 9 am. Wenny said to us. we should walked around at 9 am.
but the fact, we WOKE UP at 9 am. hahahha. All of US!!

so, we arrived to Summerset 313 at 11 pm. Summerset 313 is a mall, that have 4 floor of Forever 21, and 3 floor of ZARA, and 1 floor of cotton .

we take our breakfast at YA KUN KAYA TOAST. it's very nice. i like the toast bread and the tea. i dunno what combination of tea they made. but it very nice. i wanna it now! =P






then, we walked, walked and walked.
i think we already circled 1 Singapore.
hahaha.









this was ION mall. many branded inside. like pavillion in KL.


outside the mall, they have a red unique chair,the shape looks like a worm for me.


after walked half day non stop. we sat in JCO and i buy a yoghurt.
fresh and tasty. i love it. <3




anglia, tania, nisa, juju.


ling, dila, ika, vanny.

after that, Tania want to try the dessert before we ate dinner.
so juju brought tania, anglia, nissa, wenny n me to dessert chinese resto.


this is the mango ice


this is the hot almond with red bean paste


and the last it RONDE.hahaha.


the journey continued in the next blog.=)

day 1 in Singapore trip =D

heiii..

sory, a few days ago i went to Singapore.
so i cant update the blog.

but dont worry, i will share my exciting journey of mine in Singapore.
enjoy.

day 1
Tania, Wenny , Annisa, and me. we are 4 girls, gonna take a trip to Singapore.
just for girl, no boys allowed. hahaha. :D

we went to Bukit Jalil to took the bus.
we entered the bus at 9.45 am. and takes 5 hours to arrived at Singapore.
i hope the trip will be great, and pray for protecting us from the trouble.

but the memorable moment come, when i forgot to bring the Malaysian imigration paper,
they said it really important.
"if u dont have, u must went back to your home and took it. "


WHATTTTTT?????

after 5 hours i sat in the bus. wondering how great will be the trip.
and now, i must going back. and spent 5 hours more to went back.

i remembered i screamed inside :
plis God. Help me. i dunno what to do.
huhuuu.. God. help help.. heleeeppp.


then, the imigration staff said, ok. then if u dont want to went back.
u can pay rm 300 for penalty.

inside:

WHATTTTTT??? rm 300. wow. it a big nominal for me.
huhuhuu.. God, help me.

then, i went to another staff beside him.
and He said to me.

"HOW ABOUT ONE HUNDRED?"

and i just reflect to say. OK. i thought it was a great deal and still can be accepted to me.

then he stamp my passport and i can kept going the trip.
THANX GOD. fiuhhhhh

**NOTED for my self: dont forget to bring imigration paper, dont just only bring the paspport!***


at 3.30 pm, and we stayed 3 days 2 nights in FURAMA HOTEL.(sunday- tuesday)

my friend said, Singapore was very full and pac, because all flights to europe was canceled and their transit was in Singapore. So all the hotel was full because of that.


this is that what the room looked like.
and i share the room with Anisa.

then at 4.30 pm, Wenny friend's come took us walk around.
her name is Dila. very nice and friendly.



wenny & dila



silvie & anisa


tania, dila & wenny


and this is the rest..what i did in the first day.=D









after tiring day gone, we went back to the hotel at 11 pm.
so tired and sleep so peaceful, especially me.
byee.. cu in the next update.