unsatisfied women

from: women who have felt unsatisfied in her life.


have u felt unsatisfied with ur life?
havent fullfilled what u want?

Are u living with a dream that started out as a 'what if' and ended with an 'if only'?
u ready take all the risk without care if anyone hurt because of that?


back in high school time,
i do have felt unsatisfied,
i thought it would be nice.
if i meet the person who same like me, do what i do, like what i like.
get anything i want. all is for ME. for making me happy.

i want to be served. i want get the first of everything. i want to be accept.
i want become that girl who surround tons of friends. i want the spotlight.

i ask my self, is all i want can satisfied me?
is it?

times goes, i got the answer:
WANT is never enough! it grows more and more. never stop.
it kills you inside.
you become a defensive and disappoint if u didn't get it.
u ready to attack all the person who block ur way.

so scary to meet this kind of people. so scary to see me back then.

but now i realize.
i think deeper,
do we realize that what need and want is absolutely different.
God said, he will give what we need, not what we want.
He know us from beginning.
He know our heart, weakness, and strength.

and God have given me, my needs.
he isnt only give me a new life, a new friends, a new perspective and new environment.
but also gave me,
ability to love Him and others.
ability to think in different perspective.
ability to serve people.
ability to give the best for God and others.
ability to learn to arrange the best priority in my life.
ability to admit yes i was wrong
ability to give up my dream in GOD's HAND

many this is different now. many things have changed.

i like this quote:
> God's destiny for me isn't limited by earthly vision but is open wide to his unlimited heaven.

"HE had his eyes on use, had designs on us for glorious living, part of overall
purpose HE is working out in everything and everyone. (eph 1: 11)




have a blessing day, everyone.
gwu