Friendship

i love the definition of friends.

"A friend is a person that someone likes or knows. People who are friends talk to each other and spend time together. They also help each other when they are in trouble. Friends are people that can be looked up to and trusted. A friend is one who admires a person's skill and helps or encourages them to make the right choices."

and here, in Malaysia. i really thankful. i have so many friends and best friend.

i would to thank God. He gives me many positive and inspiring peoples around me.

i have so many friends that influence me a lot, and thats what made me become now.

i would to thank to:

FIRINE EHA, she is my best friend from junior high school. She really teach me and great influence to me, she teach me about how i must dress, how i will be accept in my ages, all that. may be not all influence is good, but i really really enjoy my time with her. chatting. talking. hanging out together.
thanks for all ur support, may be u even cant remember what u have said to me.. but, in my mind
i really happy, i have met u, and thanks u want be my best friend.

ELSA THEO, she is my best friend from high school. She also really help me looking better and better. She also made me really enjoy my self. we are like glue, can't be separate at that time. miss that time, if i can turning back the time. i would really really happy to felt once more.

and when i went to malaysia, i got many great women and mens that lead me into a positive way and helped me through it my difficult time.

and i really want to thank full to SISCA LIMANTO,
she is the first leader that invited me to join FRESHCOM in Desa Ria.
and that was a start from my life in Malaysia. Thanks for everything u give, sis.
u one of great woman i ever known in my life.

RANI TANUMIHARDJA, she is the amazing and really special mom and friend.
she can be my advicer and also my friend. God gave her, when i move to CYBERIA.
she really warm and make me comfortable. i know she invested and Give up many things.
she also one of my strong reason why i can become like this now, and why i willing to be a leader too. whether i dunno i can be affect like her or not. but because of her, i want to give what ALL she has given to me. ALL!

i just cant stop to thankful, God brought me so far from Indonesia to Malaysia, to meet her. all beautiful words that i have, cant be express how happy and touching to remember what God had done to me through another people, it just marvelous.

IRIS, she can make me feel so close to her, and felt she really care about me.
she can admit to us, she isnt perfect. that what i like about her. some people, even with their close friend, she wont humble to admit like that. i remember what she always said. "I'm same like you."

whether she became my leader at that time.but at same time, i felt we are same level, no differentiation and thats value plant deep in my heart. A leader isnt different with another, that havent made mistake and always right. BIG NO!
Leader also UNPERFECT HUMAN.
and that one of process God plant a value in my heart and gave me a new perspective & knowledge.

STELLA ADELINE, first impression of mine about her. who is that girl? hahaha.
God chose her to become my mentor and leader. and may be that time, i ask WHY GOD. but now, i knew why! if i didnt meet and lead by her, i can't be like now too.

when i about to know her deeper, i found the image of MOTHER, soft but sometime can be strict too. she is the one, that help me found my weakness, tougher to be criticize.

it's hurt u know, when ur leader warn you about ur negative, and you havent realize anything about that in ur life, and suddenly.. it's like open ur mind,
then finally, u know what she said was true and u know someone want to help and care about ur bad character.

that's hurt. but i keep going through, because there my friend that support me. And i know GOD DIRECTLY DEALING with my character and me.

and the last but not the least.. hahaha
MARISKA ADRIANI, she is my housemate, my mentor, my bestfriend. many things we have been through it together, and i really salute with this woman that really patient to me. and she LISTEN to all my problem and story. she is THE BEST LISTENER i ever got.
we have been together 2 years or more, and she help me to change my perception.

she also help me to realize many things that i ever think is right, actually is wrong. she is my best medicine ever, when she made face, i'll laugh until my stomach is sick.

she is the best gift from GOD for me.

so, thx for women and mens that have been support in my life. All of u!
maybe i cant write all the names in my blog. but i know God knows what in my heart.
thank you everyone.